CHANGES

here some words that coming from my heart.

when i look at the moon, my tears roll down my face,
wishing you were there to hold me so that i'll be strong enough to stand up all over again.
you know, the moment  when you really need somebody that you truly love to hug you, and whispers to your ear, telling you that's everything is gonna be okay ? yeah, i really wanna you to do that to me.
i just really need you. maybe today, you gonna curse on me say that me is stupid and annoying. such a big burden for you. but dear, if you were in my shoes, i don't think you gonna be strong enough and stay.

someday, i'll be gone. sooner or later. but it doesn't matter cause what's most important is, please let me love you like there is no tomorrow for us, please let me make you smile and happy ?  please let me hold your hands ? please let me kiss you and hug you, make your heart warms? dear you, i admit that i may not be a perfect person for you, but let me show what a perfect love means ?

dear mr.charming of mine, we may always fight, may always misunderstood of each other, but it shows how much we care of each other. i may be the most jealous person in this world, but it is because i really do fucking love you. and i bet you couldn't imagine that.

but today, you were goin to make a gap between us. you ignore me, you didn't care much as before, you didn't said that you miss me or even love me, you were cold enough till my heart crying inside. i know that you may need sometime for yourself, but boo, i really need you. can i be your only exception ?

dear you, if there is no you for me, i wish that i will always remain in your heart. thank you for being my first and last, thank you for this awesome love, thank you for being my angel, thank you for accepting this annoying stupid girl and ruin your life. thank you, for letting me hold your heart, thank you, cause make me love you. i love you. if you wanna know more, do read my diary. that's the only place i can tell everything. what's inside me. sincerely, A.R.